Monday, December 31, 2012

The Trouble With the Prairie


The trouble with the prairie is
You need a horse
The prairie is high and wide and long
Steps are too small
Walking doesn’t  work on the landscape
There is so much to see and you`re stuck in one place
And the wind,
You miss the wind because you`re too short and slow
 

On a horse it’s different
You don`t stay in the same place
In no time you are on the top side of the hill.
In front a new horizon
Looking back you see
Where you have been
In the centre
Seeing the world from a new point,
You can feel the wind
Whipping your hair, drying your teeth
Its smell mixing with horse sweat and sage
On a horse you belong.
The endless sky, the dry grass, the blazing sun
Open space, real and always there.

 
The trouble with transition is
Moving to a different place
Doesn`t work when the steps are small
Stuck on the old side of the hill
With no horizon in front
You can’t be in the centre
And see it all
Just endless sameness sitting on the edge
Wondering
Where is the wind?
Where is the open space?
And for heaven’s sake
Where is my horse?

SATURDAY

Grateful to dog walkers for packed trails
And the skiff of snow that covers the ice 

The panorama stretches out
The low hanging cloud, the snowy mountains, the foggy sky scrapers
COP lights still on
Signal hill flashing
A coyote crosses my path
Runs then watches me
Luck has touched my day. 

Excited to circle and climb the hill
The pink is just starting
The first burning glow sneaking over the expanse of prairie snow
The mountains glowing in fuzzy golden pink
The sun a spotlight waking up the houses on the crest of the hill
I turn back

 Deep in thought,
Caught by surprise
Snow sparkles grab me in their dance 
The sun has caught me
Its golden orb has lit the sky and the snow and the mountains and me 

I gasp
Lit up with brightness
A rush of light and joy
A new day

Friday, December 14, 2012


I am happy that……

 

I look and the mirror looks back
The wrinkles tell me
I`m different
Walking in the darkness
Fresh and strong from the exercise
 It sweeps over me
I`m happy that……
I played
Controlling the ball, easily
Hanging in the air, deciding where to hit
Perfectly timed and powerful
Then down, up and back,
Waiting to jump again

Quiet together,
Just you and me
Grateful you empty me
Your cheek to my skin
Gently to sleep
Then
Laundry and lunches and laughter
The work ,the play
Driving, dancing, drama
I`m happy that……
One by one you came
And stayed a while with me
 
I worked and built a business,
Working and thinking
Worrying and dreaming
Sticking to it through the Master’s
Can’t imagine now how
I kept at it
Expecting  I could
Seems crazy now
I am happy that …….
I did it and still do
 
That night,
The first long night together
Talking laughing, being close
And then the kiss, finally the kiss
Since then
Passion, prayers,
Being one
So much, so deep, our love
I’ll miss you when you go ahead
But for now
I’m happy to be with you
 And most of all
I’m happy I found
You
Only You know
Everything about me
My dreams, my cares
My loves
Past and present
Always and forever
What I have touched
What has touched me

And
Only You know
What’s coming
Its okay
I feel calm and strong
Wth You
In the dark.